Box up these thoughts
and you say remember
where did you come from
values have been switched
start from scratch a scratch in my throat
a drip to my stomach and itch that I cant contain anymore
fucking fix this you know what you need.
Im not alright,I need help
Your eyeballs are glued to the prostitued television screen
a vessel made for your eyes to see.
think, dont react.
spoken just to be held in mid air right in from of my eyes to see
what happens is a reaction not reacting
a thought not passing
a dream being carried away into the night sky,
distressing and compressing
the only imagination I see.
realism is not real
your persuits are not being driven
a unexpected epiphiany of the
unseen, unknown, untouched, unfelt
the loneliness of that homely man
a dry patch of skin with nothing to cleanse.
a natural soap fills my body
but I cant even take it.
I can keep down this desire to fill up your mind with thoughts aspirations
a tattoo too extreme to feel,
put me to sleep with your sweet sweet song
a hymn that i was raised on.
My words flow like that river
looking down from your clouds I see your visions
felt.. this time but not knowing how to deal,
once again im lost in these thoughts
these dreams ive been given
I want to know you
I want to feel you
I want to touch you.
Your my heart
Your my desire
I have been felt
I have been touched
I have been hurt
I’ve seen you been hurt I feel you’ve been hurt.
What is the day today
A day to get over to the next
A lifting remains but my bones are to hollow to carry this
my strength is gone and I need you to carry me
hear my cry im asking for help.
I want to see my own light
but yet im drownding in the still water with no way out.
Except for these thoughts
These thoughts that drift right in front of me.
I need this help.
I feel a stirring in your soul
I feel a pathway only you can lead
I will follow you up to the skies
I will lead you to the place where you can see
Those that have harm you
They wont see you go back down
I want to speak to you
I want to show you something you’ve never dreamed.
This little light of mine
this little song of mine
I will follow you till i die
I will fins a way to get out of this
If you keep on running i will find you
You know what you want its in the logic of my eyes
Its in the Depths of your souls
I want to get this done
I want to invade you
Cover me with your open arms
Understand what i am doing
Condemn me not
For I will show you the plans that i have for you
This battle will subside
my heart will always be with you
I will show you understanding
I will teach you m ways
I will move in you
You wont have to feel anymore
You will only subside through me
This is what have for you
Take this or leave.